Happy in the flow of life…..
These days I realise how grateful I am to have so many things which I can thank god for, and also the things I dont have or have yearned for in the past but couldnt get it, are the ones which shaped me indirectly to become a better and strong person from inside, I am realising all setbacks in life are to make you a better person, improve you in areas where you lack and they just add a glory to who you are as a person and how you leveraged that sad or awful situation to shape your personality and emotions.
Like a lost dream, I became a beautiful past. Like a forgotten rose petal lost in a page of a book, I became trashy. Like a beautiful dream in a dark night, you walked away from me as morning slided, Like a lost love tale, I entered as an entry into your dear diary experiences, The lost things continue as along list, and the life goes on.
I must know, but I dont know
I know from my past experiences that sometimes out of nowhere of your expecting mind and heart, somehow you land in a sad situation where you dont want to bid a goodbye, but you have to. I think does this makes us strong? Does it makes me strong when I have so much to say, but I cant make the other person realise that, and though your head and mind wants to convey too much, you have no option other than to realise that you have to come to peace on your own, and not after the other person listening to you.
Yes, that time has come…
Sooner or later, I am realising now, that those good talks, hour long calls and chats, were destined to be momentary phase in my life, I am trying to appreciate now his good qualities, those lively talks, whenever he comes to my mind, though I still go into negative phases…
I wish, but its fine without it getting fulfilled
I wish you wanted to connect with me, just the way I wanted, I wish sometimes may be you were the ultimate dream that I could have cherished for life, I wish you wanted to feel me through the ups and downs of life similar to a way I wanted, I know my wishes are not meant to be fulfilled, and one day I will be all happy too without you, But remember I will always cherish you in bits of my memories somewhere,